There are things a child with a heart condition will live through that seem completely unrelated to their condition. On later inspection they're part of the intricate paisley pattern of the whole thing.
I was very young. Possibly in the later part of my fifth or early sixth year. We (mom, dad and I) were staying in the cottage behind my grans house. It was a half-way-home as we were moving house. That being said, nothing was in its right place and everything was in its wrong place.
Being a child, curious and in a new environment I would explore. Dig into things I aught not to dig in and find things I shouldn't.
I was scratching around in my parent's wardrobe and happened upon a large plastic, partially opaque, pharmaceutical pill container. It was the biggest one I'd ever seen. So large my small hand couldn't close around it. It also appeared to be full of pills. Perhaps it was from being around medical people and places so much but even at that age I had no inclination and knew not to take pills unless instructed to. I did however like their colours and structures and was always curious as to their intent. "What do they do?" was usually my first question when presented with pills.
This pill box was strange though. There was no label. There was always a label. This made me more curious so I peered through the semi-transparent plastic body of the bottle at the pills trying to discern their colour and shape. Realization hit. They weren't pills. I had in my hand a bottle filled to bursting capacity with an assortment of teeth. I wasn't horrified by this at all. Actually I do recall the thought I had and that was "Wow. Where did my parent's get a bottle of teeth and could we get more?"
I also remember the moment when the realization (and that was tinged with a little bit of shock) that I was holding a bottle of my own teeth.
Yes, other children have had their teeth extracted, possibly even a large amount. Enough to fill a very large pill container but it's only later in life that I realized that this bottle of teeth was a symptom of my heart condition.
You see, in those days I was given a lot of that liquid penicillin. A slimy, sweet-bitter false banana flavoured medicine that was kept in the fridge. It was dispensed to me by doctors like a beverage in the hopes that it would keep me free of illness. One of the terrible side effects was that it made my teeth very weak. The other problem was that like any child I loved sweets. Being a child with a heart abnormality led to me being spoilt in this department. Out of sympathy, trying to be nice, I don't really know, people would give me sweets and I would eat them. Sweets and penicillin are not a good combination for a healthy set of teeth and I had to have most of mine extracted. All at once.
It was during this procedure that it was discovered that I had an allergy to that surgical gas they use to put you under. I remember dreaming of bad scrambled eggs and feeling very, very ill. I also remember waking up and my mouth feeling very odd and uncomfortable. More I don't remember.
So back to the little boy holding a bottle of his own teeth...
Even though I knew they were my teeth and the realization was a bit shocking, I also knew I probably wasn't supposed to find them. I put them back and decided it wasn't my business right now. Perhaps my parents would give them to me when I was older, I thought. Perhaps when I was old enough to understand like they so often told me.
I was worried I'd be too old and not want to play with them. It sounds horrible but trust me, this is how little it bothered me.
Conclusions: Children with a heart condition will obviously go through far more than "normal" children. Things no child should probably go through. I think most of us bounce back.
If your child finds a bottle of his own teeth in your wardrobe, don't freak out. Through your horror, try to smile and find out what they're feeling about the whole thing. Explain and be loving and gentle.
Bye for now, until the next blog.